December 19, 2010

marriage

when do you think ull be married? do you think the man that ur dating now is gonna be ur husband? do you think he/she'S the one for you? does he has the potential to be ur husband? the potential in law for your family? or do YOU have the potential to be his wife? do you think of marriage when u'r on love? well i do. tons of times,i even thot of our childs' name. ridiculous. but somehow it was only part of the time when ur in ur angan2 world la kan. a friend asked me when do i wana get married? i paused. and i was thinking,when does akmal wants us to get married? of course boys at my age, the word MARRIAGE did not cross their mind at all. but ur in a long term relationship,how far do you think ur rship can stand? when i asked myself, i rather NOT answering the question. instead of saying,ill go with the flow, ill be saying,ill flow with the go. too much happened between me and akmal though. these and that, which is normal. and im delightful that some of my friends, ada yg getting married soon. ada yg has found her man. ada yg getting stronger, getting weaker. and these relationships had tought me alot how to act when certain situasion occurs. my friends do seek me for advices, i hope i did my best. and for long distance relationships, i can see that u can maintain the knot much longer if ur barely strong enough to keep it up, if ur full of patience,if ur have faith in ur man, be pessimist, and tell ur heart "its only another obstacle to overcome" whenever things happen. today is my 1 YEAR 8 MONTHS sarry. and thank you akmal for everything. lets just keep this stronger. i love you.

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