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December 31, 2009

new yr's eve post.

why dont u just kill me ah? u know wat ur prob is? ur being so rude to me.and i cant stand it yuno.
well sometimes i felt dats the way u show ur honesty.but u duno how to blend it.u just say wat u wanted to.
i found it harsh in times.because i werent supposed to feel this way,


i never scream to relief.
i never put the volume to the max and now im doin it.
i never feel hungry 1 hour after meal.

but know ur definitely succeed making me how u wanted me to feel.

THANKS ALOT.

December 13, 2009

a daunting december


when people advice you like
" when u love sumone,save 50% of ur love to urself.cuz u'll never know what will happen next."
and u surely will answer yes i will.but the truth is ur lying.

when ur full of love,everthing seems so wonderful to u.
biar bf mu belumpur pun ko cium.cinta kan.
when hurdles attack? u cry.and cry.and blame.and apologize.and then cry again.u say u wont call him but u will.

when ur tired of things? u lie.and lie sumore.but u still keep on loving.
when u need them? shout i miss u baby.
but when u ask him the next day.do u still miss me like yesterday?
he'll answer yes.but he lied.

i know we face this everyday.we hate it.but we love it and wer enjoyin it.truth hurts sometimes.but its good when u know how actually he felt and u'll hate him fer dat.
there are certain times when MOOD gets in the way,it will dominate the decision.the decision to say wat they like.the decision to leave u.the decision to hurt u and to make u cry.
and when the next day comes,he will regret.and say this."i duno why im sayin dat,myb i was not in the mood"
btul kan? the mood was blamed.and the mood is the true enemy.DUH

how wud u feel,if sumbody loves u few days in a month.e.g " i felt like i need sumtime alone" which means..he doesnt love u dat day.and y wud he want dat time alone? i know y.bcuz he felt dat ur annoying.becuz u love him too much.


when u dont care =
u neglected me. girls like when boys nagging around and make cute faces cuz u think its cute.
solution = 
u'll text him everyday.and give him few calls so he wont felt abandoned.
when he doesnt seem to care =
"knp ba syg dak call?" he will not pujuk u like wat u do.

not fair..i know.tpi dia juga ko puja2.


it will not change tho.u want it this way but he wants the othr way.the final solution? call dr.patient.










November 30, 2009

the hair do day!~

it was 10 sumthin in the early morning on sunday.bibi kee called me and asked me out.dgn durg lala la,..
mls nya aku bgun..huwaarrggggghhhh...
trus i got up n get ready...we went for brunch.adek's treat.thanx adekkk!!!~
then we went for saloon.


November 29, 2009

my 21st ultah shall i say..

i rcvd alot of texts and wishes..yeayyy!!~ a uncountable amount.and i dun get tired reply them thanks..i love yall for wishing me.u guys were so thoughtful~ huggssss ramai2.!
so what did the greatest stuff dat i got?

1.wishes and wishes..=)
2.an advanced bday present from my yayang akmal.=)

as i wished.(his name is akmie)
3.j.Lo still from mama,aunty aling and aunty ida.=)
thankssss macik2 ku.i know perfume ni lama,tpi aku masi mau sbb aku pya abis.hee.

4.selipar yg eko bagi.tpi dakda gambar.aku mau gmbr.tpi mlm sda
slipar tu d luar.nt aku gmbr ya.thannkksss eko.hugs!
5.picture moment with my fam.

kenapa jgk dia rotate ni.
5.niece and nephews sang me a semangat bday song.


the girl with pink top.muahh.
(i looked old.)
6.mkn2 di ruma dgn fam.hee.
biar pun this yr dak brp meriah like the years before,
im hapy i still haf my fam n love ones on my bday.
and wats funny was my cousy ketakutan mau wish aku bday.
jahat rupanya kakak erin ni.
7.i got the keyyyy baybehhhh!~


November 22, 2009

and his leaving.. =((((((((






  1. urgghh...taking pictures.
  2. and more pictures.
  3. haluning..
  4. his flight was delayed...so more pictures.
  5. so i said "syg u masuk la dulu kay..mama's been waitin." then masa dia masuk, org tu bilang."er..belum boleh masuk lgi..9.15 bru bleh masuk." hahahahhahah
  6. keluar balik!!!! HUGGGGGS.

17th ~~



 dari ruma 

 
 lepak dan movies.

 
jam session half and hour sbb budget lari. 

=)


time pulang suda.


the 16th event!~




so we went to eastern..mula2 kmi lepak a place called abc.(kmi naik bas jak..XD) tmpt tu mcm gerai2 la.koboi2 la..mkn pun yg budget 5 rgt pun cukup..heheheh..cinta koboi kan kmi..hahahahha. lepak2..he likes tawau pya lekor..n then..kmi dgn durg c lala..adek..the x28x band,..kmi buat chain pic (2nd diagram) .. comelll! pastuhh..itu jak la..hee..<3

November 20, 2009

the blomming november

haa at last...im back with new fresh jots..well apparently its been a rily fine month fer me.my LOVE story will now reveal.okay,so..i had a myspace account when i was 18 sumthing..when facebook and friendster came thru..myspace happened to be my least choice..so i ignore it fer couple of years..so i came back withhttp://www.myspace.com/hanikoma when i was 20...since i was very single dat time.
*very single - out of scandals as well.

so iv been approving..and approving..and approving..so this account  http://www.myspace.com/callmekema added me. *wink2. 


haha.yes dats him.XD 

i approved and dats when i started my itchy2.hahahah start la aku mengurat2.
comment2.last2 aku mntak ym nya. =)))

(how flirty i am)
so we chat and chat.till i got his fon number!


and bla bla bla..we tied our knot on 19th of April 2009.

I KNOW..we had our rship before we met.so...all we do for dated was vdeo calling..voice calls..
but we do love each other so much.i never been in this kind of rship .
sum of my frens laughed at me tho,i know.but i trusted him and i just did.


so he said he wud come to see me.and we booked the tkets and after 6 months of phone loving.,
akmal mustafa finally came all the way from kl for me..but things dint turned out like we planned.
i planned to meet him on 14th of november.but my last exam was on 15th.so i have to put him somewhere.
my mum fetch him on 14th.and happened to be the first girl he met before me.hahahhaha
nah tjumpa la kau mertua mu akmal.

and i asked eko to look after him when i was away.
and 15th came.he and my other cousies fetch me at the airport.and dat was our very first meeting.

he was cuter than i expected. *wink2.
he ws very quiet.and i can see dat he smiled alot.
whee!
then.it was awkward initially.hehehhehe.mmg la ba malu2.

trus mlm nya we went for movie with eko.since c eko pya bday kan.
jadi we watched 2012..my first date on 2009.hahaha
to be continued.


October 27, 2009

secret fam vaca

well i am under cover for my aunt.she came to malaysia..and i have to spy on my mum by making sure dat she doesnt know about the sapmah's return.so i went to tuaran beach resort yesterday.it was heaven! but they cudnt beat karambunai tho...but it was nice.a bit far from town i shall say.and if ur plannin on taking sunsets,u sure gona come earlier than 4 sumthin.besides the road was out of lights.so the dark will scare u out.the rate was affordable.for ASIAN.i dun know why malaysian ave to differentiate the rates for white asian black people.like what my unc told me..he wanted to book for palace hotel initally,so the given rate was..

asian-RMxx
white people-RMxx

and he wrote to them askin..im an asian-indian who lives in UK.so wats the rate for me?

hee.=) but he's not an asian-indian actually.

but it was true tho,why shud they av diff rates? dat was the rate thingy.
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and we had a lil picnic dinner with unc chris and his wifey,
he brought sumtin..lamb,pizza,noodles..etc.
we had our dinner by the beach and i felt like org putih "THE HILLS"
LOLS.



but i was not allowed to upload any pictures until this wed since i hav to keep this a secreto.